$earching for a GOD FATHER......

Its gud... for everyone.. to get along.... with everything... when they hav intial support..... or back up for them..... but when the person drenches... to downfall..... no one... is there to pull up his hand.... then waitin.. for smone.... can be addiction...as well.... jst da same happened.. wid me.... everyone... jst backfiring.... and i m there. for catching.. Why ppl get addicted?.... its bcoz of the need wich get fulfilled.... but smtimes..... the need.. can be the start.. of an aggression.... it can be a boost.. up.. for improvising... the determined thng... but sm-times.... it doesnt!!! It can be the sake of betraying.. or killing.... Its... jst the addiction.... towards.. sm-one.... $m-one... shld b there.. for removing... its fury... its difficult to get him..... and diff. to get rid of him as well... its all in the mind..... & heart....... $m-thing... shld br there... for da one.. u can gt determind..... and able to remove u r assets and priorities..... it can be nything.... rgt frm a dream.... to a gal.... its jst like.... facin a competition.... created by the demented mind of the person..... he would get.... the prisoner.. of his mind... but when he gets.... to suchh... a horrifying.... cond'n.... then he can be the one.... "WHOS CAN SEARCH THE PAST DREAMZ IN FUTURE"..... who CAN GET HIS GRND. FATHER FRM HIS ASSETS..... AND PRIORITIES.......WHO CAN CLEAR THE BOUNDARIES..... BINDINGS..... AND JST WORKS............. FOR ACHIEVING........... the ULTIMATE..... DREAM...... I WNT TO BE THAT PERSON............................................................................ I M "ACINOXXXX".........................

"TWIST OF FATE................"

Learnt to get assaulted... from everybody... its gud... to be the one... on which everyone gets his hand on..... at some aspect... it can increase ur strengh to bare the "NEGATIVITY"....
But .... its really getting on my head... no one thinks... abt.. wat is the state of mind.. of a person on which u r shifting u r anger.... no body... cares.. na...
At one stage.. i m da person.. who is givin advice... to the ppl...but now feeling how is the actual.. situation ............ its really tough.. to handle... them... more-over the "XPECTATIONS"... r the one.. which r difficult.... to carry .... their"FLASH..... & FLAMBOYZ"..... r getting... too diff. to handle.... bcoz... these ppl doesnt understand.... tht... "EVERY DAY IS NOT SUNDAY".... but ya.... EVERYDAY.... IS GETTING WORST ... day.. by day.... now... these situations r getting....along wid me..... everywhere..... "when i try.. to improvise them.. they move to another level....".... ahh.... too much negativity.... can affect... the prospect... of BLOG as well... so jst finishing it off....

Dreamz are shattered... just trying to collect thier pieces...

Its all over again!!! i m there watching the things.... & just clapping for the people which r non deserving... but still got that... in which i had failed... "destiny" has back fired again... ya.. its a destiny that i m a person.. who wants to build his own persona/ identity.. in this massive crowd.... its my destiny... which helped me to dream bigger and better... but wat was the outcome... it has been the same just like previous one........
" Politics can be revengefull as well " ... why dis people want to make casts?? if they want why we people get suffered.... i dont know abt the history... and i dont want to clarify the things from anybody... but "WHAT IS THE REASON FOR CREATING THIS KIND OF DIFFERENCES??" "why we people [students] should face the conscquiences regarding money and addmissions??"...
We always say that " INDIA is a "DEMOCRITIC". country.... " is this the democratic nation.. where complete education system is corrupted?? with money.. and politics...... its an gamble was has played from decades.. and everyone is accepting them..
So as "GOVERNMENT".... some writer had written... that... " RULES OF GOVERNMENT ARE FLAWLESS AND THEY HAVE TO BE RIPPED OFF FROM THEIR ROOTS".... & now i m truly aggried with it..... for ex.

just read a book ... "laws of govt. of INDIA"....

RULE 1485: if a person is not takin his pension frm govt. for more than 2 yrs.. he has declared to be dead... and if he comes.. after that span... he has to prove himself tht "he was alive in tht span of yrs"... wat kind of rediculous thing is dis??

In medical, if a person wants to make him applicable for a treatment.. he has to make arrangements ..... even if he dies... during tht.. they r having no concern regarding that.... "EVERYONE WANTS MONEY...... AND PROSPERITY".... if they get tht... in easy way... its okey... if not... they will turn da tables... in fraction of seconds... and go for their aims.........
"NO HUMANITY JUST POLITICS".... it really sucks a lot.....